Lost

When you've done your utmost best,you would normally expect to see results...and that's where life becomes unfair.Form 5's the year where u see people doing things they never dreamed they would do before they die like being nice to the worst teachers,staying up till 3 in the morning doing their least favorable subject and after all that,u'll quite simply feel very very tired.I for one Am very tired.I just realised the only book-free day i have for the whole entire week is on Sunday.I could really make due with a vacation right about now.And as if throwing onions into my eyes,my aunt's going to ITALY....IT'S ALL PLANNED OUT I TELL YOU!!

Results came out not too long ago and yes,i didn't quite get what was expected.I Actually studied for the exams,albeit a wee bit too late but at least i did.The one that scar me most was Add Math.After spending countless late nights doing questions,i ended up nowhere...The most disheartening part of all was that the workings i did for a question was correct all the way down to the final answer....i left out the negative sign.The teacher just stroke her cruel red ink over my paper and that's it.A Big fat X for that question.I would personally blame it on fatigue though.Whoever said to never do late night studies for Add Maths was dead right.And because of that,my mom can't stop giving me "The Talk" every 5 minutes in the car now.

REGIONALS!!!Everyone seems so excited to give extra training sessions to the poor people who cant even get their lives straightened out.Athlete training on Monday,Wednesday,Friday plus football on Thursdays.And they expect people to breath?I guess i cant really blame them.I took this upon myself after all....

So Dear Blog,where do i go from here.I'm tired and i feel utterly lost.My mom tells me to cut down on every possible thing i can,but the only thing i Can afford cut down in my life is sleep.So unless my mom wants me to end up like an extra on Zombieland,by all means.I'm all fired up about regionals cos after all,this Is our showpiece year.But something in me just dont feel right.Maybe it's because the mid terms' just around the corner and i can't stand another "Talk" session with my mum in the car?And after the education fair today,i think i cant run straight anymore...